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July 22 Forced EntryI began writing this June 7th, and left it in the scrap heap. I was listening to Donnie J. Klang's Prince inspired song "Pretty Girls Cry" and remembered this poem and the intent behind it. As John Mayer said, "I don't trust myself with loving you...". This is a WARNING! "Don't be out there making all the pretty girls cry..." - D. Klang ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ You're so defensive Like it's the first time someone's broken into your heart I must warn you not to care for me, don't fall for me You don't have to look far to see the trail of hearts left in my wake It’s not like I try, but I can't deny that I hurt Others have added me to their list of guys to blame And I don't blame them one bit So you better run from me before you even consider letting me inside All I seem to do is dream of you I know that I shouldn't be But you're always sleeping with me I know that I won't be able to love you half as good As I do with my eyes closed It's a mystery the way I love you so much while my eyes are closed I dream of all the countless ways that I could love you I know that when I awake my love won't be half as good As every moment we shared that only I’m aware of Yet I try to make everyday like the dreams in my head That my heart wants to make real I'm always a beautiful disaster You deserve a better man When the love is right, there's no need to push or pull And yet I still leave So leave now, go on and be free now Forced entry into your heart I apologize in advance for the tears I'll make you cry True love lost has no cure July 21 Everyday ThinkingTook 20 Minutes to write, written back to back with "Flicker". Actually my mind was working on both poems simultaneously, so I found myself going back and forth while writing. A.D.D. can make writing interesting. "If you're ready to take a chance, I'll pick you up again..." - D. Klang --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Everyday thinking I'm not the man you fell in love with I'm not even trying to be Anything close to my heart's at a distance staring at me from the shelf I can't be who I was Why can't we be open? Where do I begin? Where do you get off? I need you to keep me away from my mistakes When I'm selfish and alone, thinking of myself instead of you I know what it means to be wrong When I find your goodness to be staggering and overwhelming I tried to tell you about my scars and all the ways that I hurt And that didn't help, oh I know I played keep away when I only wanted you closer Well I guess I won because there's no sign of you coming back There's no sign that we'll be coming back Here's to a life with some direction and protection from the sun That burns away our common sense All our lives not knowing what was killing us I hope, but don't know if that'll ever stop But as long as I'm alive I know who I'll be thinking of It was you; it's you and always will be You who knew me best When I was anything but myself It was you who knew me best Oh I know that I was wrong before, but I plan to get this one right I just might be closer than I know Give me a sign that I haven't got long to go One by one with every step that I take Everyday I'll be thinking of you FlickerTook 15 Minutes to write. "As close as close could be, you and me..." - Nasri ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Always on my mind - Close to heart Don't want to be alone, although I know it's going to be a while I can't get my fill Hush my heart; drown out my thoughts with your voice It certainly doesn't get any better then when I have you near If you don't hear it in my voice, certainly you'll see it in my eyes Stand aside when I decide to come after you Somehow only you know how I got here Each step took me further than I realized How did I get caught up in you like this? I want to seize the night, take you high Never let go until you come down from your high Oh wherever she walks flames can't be far behind That spark in her eyes is just the beginning of something bigger Like a match before the sun, her heat burns brighter than anything I've ever known In my eyes you're on fire Don't want to put you out, let’s add some fuel to this fire We won't be satisfied until we burn away the night I can't get what I want from anyone but you You don't know what it's like to want someone so bad that nothing feels real It’s unreal how you make me feel I don't want to feel anything but you July 17 Full of You"So here we go again..." - Alexz Johnson & Tim Rozon ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Touching me like the morning sunlight on my skin You feel so warm I'm not used to this, turn down the heat just a little I don't want you gone; I just need to be able to see myself without you I know that there's a million things wrong with what I just said I shouldn't be able to see without you and yet I dare to look the other way instead Knowing that I'll always see you even when I close my eyes Cus I can't see what's in front of us But I try to reach over the crowd to get a little closer Do you what know is right before you? Do you know what your heart is telling you? Cus only you know what's right for you I know that my heart beats as long as you walk with me My mind, my heart and my dreams are always crossing paths with you So how can this be wrong? Tell me that we don't belong together like this In the private moments we share things that they'll never know But I can tell you this; she's the only way I'll go Sleep with me - I just need your company Don't wake me up, let me fall into those eyes I want to sleep with you on my mind Stay on me - Like the clothes on my back I thought I had my head on my shoulders But you've got my heart and that trumps anything I've got This heart burns with a hope for your desire Right here's where I want to be, right where you can see me I'm so full of you, if only you knew I've had it up to here with you, but I can't seem to get enough Knowing that you can take me higher I may not always know what I want I may be wrong about us, but I've got you right where I want you Or at least I'd like to think that my heart's where you'd like to be So here we go again July 16 Hi, I'm a Marvel...and I'm a DC: Iron Man and Batman #4I nearly peed myself watching this video.
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