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3月13日 TiesOkay is all I've ever been and fine is my description for everything I'd like those words to be true for everything, but everything doesn't always work like that I never thought that I'd lean on you so much Dependency is the end of me when you are what I need simply to be Where do you see yourself in me? Why would you want to be anything like me? You tell me I'm an angel when I feel like hell and when my hell has frozen over you thaw my veins so that my joy can flow free again Yes I'm exaggerating, but you always were one to enjoy drama So tonight you won't be the only one putting on a show I know that I'm not very entertaining when I'm put on the spot So don't ask me to do anything I'm out of character when I'm myself and when I'm not myself I don't know who I am at all I laugh because you find it funny that I'm so serious I don't know why you need me, but knowing that you do is all the reason I'll ever need You're rarely questioned when I answer your call I get it even though I can't express it immediately I have to see you again just to reaffirm that you're everything that I think you are I know what you should be and what you could be is what excites me I mean I'm excited for your progress but my anxiousness is holding me back I just can't shake that feeling, I need to see you for myself, just to keep everything in check Checking my list against everything that I've never said I'm just saying that I'd rather keep some things to myself Especially when it comes to you This attachment of ours is rare Its been so long that anyone has come to know me so quickly Did your head spin when our smiles met? I bet that you couldn't go a whole day without saying my name I know this because I constantly fail to do the same when I feel your presence lacking I find it funny that you, like me can't see what the fuss is about We do love each other, we just never defined how Does the definition really matter? Maybe someday we'll know why we were drawn together But for now I just want to follow the leader that's been beside me before they were before me We never did care for competition, we already know that we've won first place Some ties break conventions, while other hold things together Luckily the ties that bind us just happens to do both So thank you for holding on to me If I have my way I'll never have to let go of you The Morning After - PT. 2You do it to me every time you move towards me with that flirtatious intention I’d pass out if I didn’t laugh off the nerves that you get off on touching As if reading my mind, your finger traces down my arm setting me off My system shocked by your finger’s brazen invitation to return the favor freezes in place Finally when the alarms in my head die down I come back To touch, to hold, to kiss you quickly before my courage takes leave Such a simple thing to do, I ask you a question with one longing look Now you get where I’m going with this Call me selfish, but I’ve wanted you in so many ways that I couldn’t even begin to list My attention to your every detail has become a full time job It takes almost every ounce of energy to stand my ground and oppose the urge to hide As you approach me I can’t help but to lose my cool You say, “You look lost.” And all I could say was the truth There is no map that could guide me away from your gaze If ever there was one weakness worth exploiting, I’d see no shame in displaying the way you make me feel You feel so real wrapped in my arms under the layers of discovery we’ve come to find Now I feel as though my existence has a purpose as your eyes follow me around the room I can see the words running through your expression as I draw closer to you I listen to the words that you seek and simply say, “You love me.” Now you’re the one that is shocked for once In your hurry to sort through your feelings, one slips out Before you know it a shy smile grows from end to end on your face May you have something about which you can smile? May I be that thing, if only for a while? The Morning After - PT. 1Awaking, thoughts flood your head about the night before and the morning after that you've found yourself laying in Wrapped under the sheets of your brand new discovery Never in your wildest dreams could I have been that person that you met last night To have known me all your life and to have never seen me in this light before now, you have to wonder what else you’ve missed “Where are my clothes, where was my head?” Quickly following after your panic comes calm Somehow you know that you are missed by my touch Soon, like the memories of our actions, I’ll be coming back Satisfied with the time you’ve had, you smile at your reflection in the sun graced mirror As you lay back down you begin to wrap your head around the possibility of us repeating our mistakes until we get it right You’ve never been one to flaunt yourself like a store display with something to sell Your understated elegance was bare and present on display for my heart’s eye to see First time fears fell away as we fell Your head rested where mine so often lay We traded spaces in ways that we had imagined but never dared to try before Just when we thought that all our stories had been told a new one unfolded beneath us We tried to get under each others skin Pulling back our joys and pains with each piece of covering we lost and by morning there was nothing left As I enter the room your view changes with each motion I take to get closer to you Following me with your eyes you can’t deny it We couldn’t become what we were meant to be as we were, something had to change In the quiet afterthought of everything we’ve said and done, it’s our new found closeness that you’ve found balance in |
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