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September 14 Something HappenedWritten: August 13, 2009 Edited: September 13, 2009 ----------------------------------------------------- I have not seen same thing twice In this life once is more than some will ever get My intentions rarely change I know what I'll do each time I get the chance Your affections I've embraced without the slightest touch My recollection of our time is picture perfect Echoes build within the walls of my body I want to tell you something meaningful, I want to show you something real If I let you in on this little secret, will we ever be the same? If I hold you tighter, will we ever love the same? Will we ever know what and why caused us to follow our emotions through to the very end? Did I imagine half of it, your kiss following your extended embrace? Maybe the secret is already out, we were just the last to know Goodbye friend, hello love Tonight something happened here July 20 ExperienceWritten: July 20, 2009 Edited: July 20, 2009 I have a lot to learn, but thankfully I have a lot more to be thankful for, so hopefully that tips the balance of things in my favor. -------------------------------- To the life encased in the safety of blissful ignorance, I pray that you will know better someday To the all knowing "been there, done that" international globe trotter, I hope that you'll get lost in something unfamiliar And for the fallen, I know that you'll rise again to push at the invisible walls that dare to limit the limitless To the few that are truly content, I'll laugh with you in hopes that your infectious peace will break into me in ways that robbers never could Could I be like you? To the friends who have become family and my family that has befriended me continually, I need you to know who I am With you I have a chance to be a better version of myself, a chance to actually live my life I've lived through your hopes and dreams and I can only hope that I'll have some worthy of your company during my journey To the forgotten, I've known your face all along, but your name became a mystery to me that I'm still trying to solve To the past, present and future incarnations of my life, I have nothing to say except try Someday I'll know where I've been and hopefully I'll have covered enough ground to recognize every inch of the world I've walked endlessly internally and I won't be scared of what I've found And to you the reader who so vigilantly searches for a shred of truth and inspiration, I hope that I've served you well and have given you something that you can make use of Thank you and goodnight The Other Side Written: July 5, 2009 Edited: July19, 2009 --------------------------------------------------- Under the ever clear gaze that holds on to me Now I see that you are never going to let go of me You said no all those times when yes was the answer, not because it's the right one, but because it would have been yours Just once that one word could have ended it all by beginning our life together But no decision cuts more than the one you didn't make This is the other side of your decisions I've tried to be there for you, but you keep pushing it Don't sleep on it, don't even think about it, the second you do I'll be the one for you I've paid for listening to myself and I'd pay to have somebody listen to me You either want or wait, but the moment you let those two chemicals mix you are in for trouble I wanted to love you and it's a shame that I didn't take that chance whole heartedly It's funny that I can be so fearless and certain of a future in you before you even knew my place in your heart And yet seconds after you admitted the pain I've caused by distancing myself from you and your uncertainty that wanted to be certain in me, I realized that you did love me But your love, like your pain went unsaid all the while I was listening for something that could only have been seen in your person Is it wrong to think that such persistence in wanting to experience your love through the tremblings in your voice could remedy this impatience of mine? I always wanted you, but I needed you to want me right then and there with such immediacy and urgency, that was selfish I know now I was a warrior and these words were once my war worth fighting I know that the strength of the human heart relies not solely on the blood that pumps through each vital organ, but also the intentions and convictions that rush through every time the thought of having someone all your own hits you So I swung, I missed and somewhere along the way I got tired of trying to prove my case At some point not knowing where I was with you led me to forget who I was with you To have suffered such amnesia is frightening Suddenly triumph and tragedy mix so easily like the coke and rum in my glass The other side isn't always so easy to see when you're intoxicated with what you'd like to see This is the other side of my decisions No line blurs more than the ones you've forgotten July 19 Quiet CoversWritten: July 14, 2009 Edited: July 19, 2009 -------------------------------------- Every day is someone's first and surely someone's last How does a mother breathe again after her child stops? How does a father feel after his hero falls? If today was my first what would I take from it? And if today was my last, what would you choose to remember? I can not run away from my weakness Somewhere deep, past the dark that we've all grown used to there is a light Such brilliance comes in the quiet moments that only the soul knows how to translate Into words, touches and stares is where our persistence to fight transfers It's too quiet to burn, too loud to scream and too much to hold back Did someone live a life worthy of dying for? My experiences colored my world from birth to death and whatever was in between To view this life in reverse one first has to play through it No instruction is clearer than the ones we've missed along the way Don't go, speak up, look out; These are the things everyone talks about after the fact Today carries the kind of quiet that I've rarely had the pleasure of knowing When you look at today as the past, will it be days away or lifetimes apart from your heart? I know now what I had no way of knowing then There is no time for you like the present Although we forget, we should still remember the enormity of the little things that touch us May 31 Solid DirectionWritten: May 31, 2009 -------------------------------------------------- These poetical sketches of my internal origins are just shy of being observations of insanity I think I know just what I'm feeling I'm sure I think what I'm doing is right I'm right to feel the way I do, but it's also true that sometimes I know not what I do I am selfish and scared to change my ways since there is no clear cut path to follow I can be so sure of what's right for you because I've been wrong before We might as well all be strangers if we're not gonna be anything meaningful Blink and you'll miss it Everything's breathing, beating; turn your head and you'll hear the sound There's always something looking for an open dream Shaping thoughts into words solidifies them, makes their existance real to others When the right words seem to run and all the feelings start to flow From your head down to your feet you are the one For me there is no other worth the time or energy It's all a blur again One more season has come and gone and who we've become is worth remembering To experience the innocence of my youth you only have to ask me what I think If my voice doesn't give me away, surely my conviction will I have become the sum of my beliefs that bleed through the cracks in my speech I have birthed many stories and truths before their marriage was even an option Truth blessed truth, tie me down and set me free, so that I may be free to be my own person There is no natural progression to follow, none aside from the ones we've already set in motion Put in all you've got and you will see your words follow through in the right direction May 26 Rest Written: May 24, 2009 Edited: May 26, 2009 Late night writing as usual. ------------------------------------------------------------ Like a dead celebrity, I'm worth more dead than I ever was alive I'm a whisper of the past falling Freedom always comes with a price; yours was paid with the pain I caused There is no currency for change like redemption I may be weak, but that's something that I know you'll never be Though I'm embarrassed to admit it, the only thing you're guilty of is being innocent You put yourself in danger with every test that you put me through Love was never supposed to be a game Apart our hearts part like red seas Standing worlds apart in the same room It’s clear to me that avoiding this feeling is getting us nowhere It was so much easier to breathe with you next to me I don't expect the impossible I don't speak in guarantees and now you know why In my dreams I'm helpless to turn away from your silence Say anything; should I go or should I stay? Whether it's to hold back tears or to keep your bright smile from escaping Anything is reason enough to close these eyes tonight I keep waking up without you even though I don't sleep anymore I've never slept with you but I've felt rested with the best of you in my mind You'd think that I'd know my nature enough to walk away before starting another fire But my nature draws me to cross the line time after time There ain't no happy ending worth reading about if it's not about you and me Selfish I know, but at some point I had to put my dreams to bed What makes me take such drastic steps to distance myself from you? If it was anybody's guess, your touch would be the source of my unrest The city sleeps; I wish I could say the same for me I don't know how much more I can take before I begin to call myself a thief The police aren't the only ones searching for the truth The only difference is that they actually have a clue If anything, my uneasiness is proof that I wasn't right I was wrong to think and now I have no right to feel at all I want to lose consciousness, but even more than that I want to lose my life to you In life a sentence can be a sign of the end, but in most cases it's where things truly begin My single-mindedness has finally passed its expiration May 20 CompassMy head is swimming while my heart is drowning in this intense emotion Sometimes hope can be so destructive Misguided intent leads one in directions with no moral compass You’d think that your sensible heart would know better But you’re no better than you were a year ago See I have no problem trusting you like I do, but ask me to extend that same faith to myself and my belief loses its ground With no intention of asking for a light I continue to blow all my chances at seeing things for what they are Realists never imagine what dreamers dare to see and I’ll never dare to be more than I’ve come to know Living in the past tense only gets you so far It’s easy to love what’s lost because nothing’s distracts quite like the past TracesI'm still learning my way around your mind So excuse me when I look lost in you and the things you say You aren't the problem; it’s my imagination's sense of direction I'll follow close the guidance you've given me If you'll follow the trust I've instilled in you Believe me, I know your ways and I should back away from that fire in your eyes But I need a little warmth; I won't touch, I just need to feel some heat You've got plenty to spare, your touch is proof of this No one admits that deep down we're all like glass Tangible and strong to a point - We're all filled I don't know all that you go through But I know what I can do to understand you a little better Let me get closer before you close your doors It’s alright to not feel alright tonight But for a moment let’s forget about the pressures of living Let's just be ourselves, like before we knew any better Another chance to start up conversation, don't hesitate to say anything around me We don't have to see eye to eye, you don't have to be into the things I like I'm into you; you make everything worth while By the light in your eyes I can tell that you're coming around There's not much I can do to help you, but I can listen to your breathing Beating me to the punch, every utterance is profound Simply put each line is walked upon ever so lightly Your grace leaves traces of joy all over my face Your heartbeat moves the world Don't turn away from the eyes that see you for who you really are Every move is a promise worth keeping Every once in a while I fall into you when I know that I can only love you I can't be the one you want to love, but I can still love you Maybe someday you'll completely get why I look at you the way I do For all the right reasons and maybe one that flirts with being borderline wrong, daily we confess our love for one another Brother, sister, companion or lover alike, they all love, each a little differently Each love builds towards a cause and we have to handle it like a glass We don't choose the ones that mean the most to us, they choose us Before we knew what we were, we were close May 14 Second ThoughtsWe all fall in and out of love Were we so distracted with each others needs that we forgot about what we ourselves wanted? Is it selfish to think that I could do better, when you're already giving me your best? I know that you love me somehow, but something just doesn't leave me needing you that way Is your desperation deserving of my heart's attention? Am I being dishonest with you by staying with you? I don't want to hurt you, but it hurts me to stay when I've had so many opportunities to leave I'm not looking but that doesn't mean that I don't want it I'm not waiting, but I'm still here debating what it'd be like Is it wrong to want what I can't have? I could find another love interested in keeping me company Daily I'm surrounded and approached by suitors, but none truly suit me Take care while I take care of myself I need to rest my head worry-free with someone who'll watch out for me Life has not been easy for me, so take it easy on me You got what you wanted; you've got a part of me We rushed into this thing way too fast and I'm just starting to feel it now That rush to my head I get when I think of you is giving me a headache I don't know why I feel the way I do When you can't be what I need I try to imagine a better day that doesn't go the wrong way At a day's end I want to be sure that we won't meet our end I'm in this thing for you, so why do I have to put up with everyone else in your life? I'm always defending our love and my place in your world This up hill battle is relatively inexhaustible; it always starts anew with each and every person I'm introduced to I just wanted to be yours, not his or hers or theirs; Is that so wrong? I belong to you and you keep lending my patience to their needs I try to see us making it past tomorrow, but that vision isn't always so clear What's the point in working so hard for something we can't enjoy to the fullest? Love shouldn't require so much sacrifice This struggle that I've managed to mask with silent smiles is wearing thin And somehow I know that I'm wrong to feel this way, but I can't help it All of these regrets are nothing new; I could use a new beginning too As indecisive as I've been lately I know that I want to follow through with you Each and every day my affection for you changes It’s strange that I can love you one minute and forget about you the next You've been my strength and I've been your reason and your resolve Some live to love and I'd love to live like them, if only for a moment DisasterMy love is a disaster Please tell the survivors that the worst has passed now that my touch lacks it fire My misguided passion has stopped taking aim at every heart Why is it that where we ended is such a far cry from the way we chose? Leave it up to me to retract my attention's attraction to your being I left my heavy-handed heart with my regrets which were few I refuse to pass it on in its current condition
DecodeI've got an opening that you could fill Like air in my lungs you give me another chance to live When my faith is broken and my heart is beat, its you that gets me to my feet I've been saying everything except what really matters I always thought that you had something on me
By the way you were always checking me out I want to keep you guessing so I keep close everything thats at the tip of my tongue After sending my ego and swagger home for the night I'm not sure how to operate
Hiding behind enemy lines, am I in the mood for skin deep existence or soul searching life living? When I'm real, do you believe in me? Ignore all the pretty words and just listen to what I'm feeling
My words are few while my actions are many, it seems that I can't be completely still
There's not much that I can say when I know that you have so much going on in your life, so I just listen
Our time together has become a memory that my soul won't soon forget
March 13 TiesOkay is all I've ever been and fine is my description for everything I'd like those words to be true for everything, but everything doesn't always work like that I never thought that I'd lean on you so much Dependency is the end of me when you are what I need simply to be Where do you see yourself in me? Why would you want to be anything like me? You tell me I'm an angel when I feel like hell and when my hell has frozen over you thaw my veins so that my joy can flow free again Yes I'm exaggerating, but you always were one to enjoy drama So tonight you won't be the only one putting on a show I know that I'm not very entertaining when I'm put on the spot So don't ask me to do anything I'm out of character when I'm myself and when I'm not myself I don't know who I am at all I laugh because you find it funny that I'm so serious I don't know why you need me, but knowing that you do is all the reason I'll ever need You're rarely questioned when I answer your call I get it even though I can't express it immediately I have to see you again just to reaffirm that you're everything that I think you are I know what you should be and what you could be is what excites me I mean I'm excited for your progress but my anxiousness is holding me back I just can't shake that feeling, I need to see you for myself, just to keep everything in check Checking my list against everything that I've never said I'm just saying that I'd rather keep some things to myself Especially when it comes to you This attachment of ours is rare Its been so long that anyone has come to know me so quickly Did your head spin when our smiles met? I bet that you couldn't go a whole day without saying my name I know this because I constantly fail to do the same when I feel your presence lacking I find it funny that you, like me can't see what the fuss is about We do love each other, we just never defined how Does the definition really matter? Maybe someday we'll know why we were drawn together But for now I just want to follow the leader that's been beside me before they were before me We never did care for competition, we already know that we've won first place Some ties break conventions, while other hold things together Luckily the ties that bind us just happens to do both So thank you for holding on to me If I have my way I'll never have to let go of you The Morning After - PT. 2You do it to me every time you move towards me with that flirtatious intention I’d pass out if I didn’t laugh off the nerves that you get off on touching As if reading my mind, your finger traces down my arm setting me off My system shocked by your finger’s brazen invitation to return the favor freezes in place Finally when the alarms in my head die down I come back To touch, to hold, to kiss you quickly before my courage takes leave Such a simple thing to do, I ask you a question with one longing look Now you get where I’m going with this Call me selfish, but I’ve wanted you in so many ways that I couldn’t even begin to list My attention to your every detail has become a full time job It takes almost every ounce of energy to stand my ground and oppose the urge to hide As you approach me I can’t help but to lose my cool You say, “You look lost.” And all I could say was the truth There is no map that could guide me away from your gaze If ever there was one weakness worth exploiting, I’d see no shame in displaying the way you make me feel You feel so real wrapped in my arms under the layers of discovery we’ve come to find Now I feel as though my existence has a purpose as your eyes follow me around the room I can see the words running through your expression as I draw closer to you I listen to the words that you seek and simply say, “You love me.” Now you’re the one that is shocked for once In your hurry to sort through your feelings, one slips out Before you know it a shy smile grows from end to end on your face May you have something about which you can smile? May I be that thing, if only for a while? The Morning After - PT. 1Awaking, thoughts flood your head about the night before and the morning after that you've found yourself laying in Wrapped under the sheets of your brand new discovery Never in your wildest dreams could I have been that person that you met last night To have known me all your life and to have never seen me in this light before now, you have to wonder what else you’ve missed “Where are my clothes, where was my head?” Quickly following after your panic comes calm Somehow you know that you are missed by my touch Soon, like the memories of our actions, I’ll be coming back Satisfied with the time you’ve had, you smile at your reflection in the sun graced mirror As you lay back down you begin to wrap your head around the possibility of us repeating our mistakes until we get it right You’ve never been one to flaunt yourself like a store display with something to sell Your understated elegance was bare and present on display for my heart’s eye to see First time fears fell away as we fell Your head rested where mine so often lay We traded spaces in ways that we had imagined but never dared to try before Just when we thought that all our stories had been told a new one unfolded beneath us We tried to get under each others skin Pulling back our joys and pains with each piece of covering we lost and by morning there was nothing left As I enter the room your view changes with each motion I take to get closer to you Following me with your eyes you can’t deny it We couldn’t become what we were meant to be as we were, something had to change In the quiet afterthought of everything we’ve said and done, it’s our new found closeness that you’ve found balance in February 07 Short SynchronicityWritten: Wednesday, February 4, 2009 @ 6:57 pm Edited: Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 1:20 pm This would have been posted earlier today had my computer at work not crashed right before I was finished submitting it. Anyway, this is just my way of saying thank you to a friend that I spent some time with last night. There is a story behind this (aside from the obvious quick building friendship). I was waiting for my friend to finish doing what they had to do and I wrote this along with another poem. They apologized repeatedly for leaving me alone so long and all I could say in return was "Thank you". Had I been at home or anywhere else I most certainly would not have written this. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I know that you’re leaving soon And I can deal with that given enough time But what will I do without you to bring me back down to Earth daily? You’re the closest companion that I’ve made in a while But honestly you’re the one that made me Under your command I’m ready to fight for you Give me the signal, fire a flare The sparks still aren’t half as bright as you are I speak so highly of you because your affection and reflection never ends And you just can’t medicate that kind of addiction You’ve grown so much in the short time that I’ve known you When was the last time somebody looked at you as if their day just got better as soon as you arrived? You could hear the smile on their face as they called out to you You make my day go by faster, even though all I want to do is take it slow You’re so good that I can’t figure out what I’d do without you Don’t give me even a second to consider the possibility We’re just counting the days now that everything feels so near Tell me what our chemistry has taught us When did we get so deep? Talking with you gets me farther than walking ever could Throw me a line or better yet don’t say anything at all I’ve read your body language many times before and this time is no different Your eyes say all that’s on the tip of your tongue I know that you’re leaving now You’ve got some nerve to come here while I’m down on the floor Instead of picking me up, you decide lay low with me I appreciate your patience with me and your company equally We can’t retrace the steps we’ve taken to get here I’ve held on to my ways and I don’t want to regret this days from now The breaths escaping me offer no air worth taking And no release has ever held me tighter than yours Timing is everything as is every moment that follows So I’ll follow you my friend At least we won’t be apart tonight There's Something HereWritten: Tuesday, February 3, 2009 @ 11:57 pm Edited: Wednesday, February 4, 2009 @ 11:57 am I couldn't sleep until I finished writing this poem. *Smiles* Some things are worth losing sleep over, I'd like to think that this was one of them. "Young Love was meant to be untamed..." - Gavin DeGraw ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ To this very day I never knew that I was surrounded in such a way I try not to lose my head because you’re no threat to my every day It’s nothing short of a modern miracle that you found me when you did Don’t let me go another day without you When we give way to honesty in its rarest form You don’t have to question a thing The best way to say this is without any words at all And oddly enough I still feel like I’ve said too much But too much isn’t half enough any more I pray that I’ll never finish and that you’ll never grow tired of this You can’t medicate this kind of addiction Such intimate friction never felt so good As soon as one falls, all the rest must give way To the powers that be inside of you and me Step one is always the hardest Never knowing what will happen next Like a fire cracker set to go off Once more my mind wanders where my heart yearns to go If this feeling is so natural than why are we fighting the feeling? What don’t we get yet as we watch these sparks fly? With your love so near I can’t quite tell how much time has come and gone There’s something here my dear, if you’d care to look on with me When we see eye to eye Don’t let me go until you know What you are, I am and what I know now can’t wait to escape to you Don’t run, let me come closer There’s something here I believe, do you? January 31 DefinitionThis is a pleasant surprise. I'm not sure why, but there's a certain quality to this piece that I really enjoy. It's like the last dance of the night; you're glad that you're dancing with your partner, but you know that as soon as that song ends, so will the both of you. From those first steps to the last, its a bittersweet symphony, but that doesn't have to be a bad thing when you can still look at that person and know that you're still okay. "We could just stay there forever..." - NLT -----------------------------------------------------
I don't know what this means, but the definition has never been important
For the second I understand what we are is the second that this freefall is over We've done everything possible to ignore the itch to touch, to kiss And yet with a touch of her hand she answered my questions There was no denying what she thought of me by the way she carried on She's feeling me even though I haven't touched her once Her every word, her only word was my name and in return I said hers with ease Her name carried by my voice sounded right as it trailed along the room The titles may change, but our reasons remain the same Even in your silence I can hear you calling me just the same And even in your absence I can feel you leaning against me With your head on my shoulders we're going back to basics If I thought for a second that I'd felt like this before I'd be wrong, dead wrong It’s obvious that you know your position, but are still willing to learn a little You make me stop at the drop of a dime just to listen to the sounds you make I've known you my whole life but never like this When we were different people did you look at me the same way? Even though we roamed in different circles, did you look out for me all the same? With the last days of our love drawing to a close I can't help but to hold you closer and I won't stop until our time is over If life is lived in the subtext, than I will live my life beneath the surface of your thoughts Our love has come and gone and found its way back to the beginning again Sure we're different than we were when we were younger But our passion still burns the same and every time you turn around you're nineteen again December 14 Burning IslandsYou burn up every single second Standing still, earning the right to be in every moment No man is an island, so why try to go it all alone? You work from a dangerous place in your mind The whispering winds remind you not to be careless again Swept away only to be brought in by the tides You've survived the waves; the yin & yang of hope and fear that washed over you Shadows can't see past me because I stand before them Blocking the sun from my eyes I see the light bathing everything with intense purpose And I see only what the light wants me to see - Where I want to be Repeat after me I am following in my own footsteps Take me there before day breaks with me in tow With a million grains of sands for each one of my questions I know that falling is not an option You may be invincible, but you're not fearless You're afraid to close your eyes, only to open them to a reality full of whys There's that feeling again, buzzing in the air Who am I now that I'm alone? Am I what I see in the shifting waters or am I what the flames tell me I can be? I've put everything into you with no expectation of ever getting it back You can keep my identity, just let me hold onto my certainty Because I fear that I'll go too far too fast with no compass to guide me And in my desperation for your company I'll call you even with no sign of a signal until my battery gives way Give me an answer, a sign that's true One day I'm going to start a fire that can't be ignored Near and far they'll all see my heart and maybe someone will find a reason to come save me Look out for me MagnetismSome say that marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy In my mind that just doesn’t sound right, but here in my bed that’s what you look like tonight Turn me on, tick me off, flick off the lights because we don’t seem to see eye to eye tonight But when neither of us can’t stand to sleep alone in the same bed anymore somehow our bodies draw closer and say all the things that we’re just not willing to say Out loud I could say that I love you with ease, but in my silence my love should speak volumes all the same I’m just throwing this in the air and you can leave it on the floor if you feel like The chase should gain intensity the closer you get and not lose steam while she's at arms reach Your persistence should rely on more than just the distance But let’s be real, it’s never her person that you miss It’s her energy, her magnetism that pulls you into her range Sure attraction puts you on the radar but commitment keeps you locked on target So ready, aim and fire while she's still in your sight You can shake your head all you want but some dealings are best handled under the table If you want to keep her in your custody without all the cuffs & media circus court cases make sure that you handle your business in and out of the sheets Excuse me, but excuses have no place in your conversations when she really needs your strength to help her stand straight with her head held high You can’t deny that you’ve denied her of the thing she needs most And that thing would be you if only you had a clue Truth be told there was no mystery until your history of complicating simplicity reared its head Remember when you're thinking of her, that it was you that let her go If you knew all this before, you wouldn't be without her right now So commit this to memory before the night is through And maybe when you awake this time, her absence from your life will have been nothing more than a bad dream December 06 AcheI guess I'm not the fighting kind When my courage takes the back seat to the shadows of doubt in my mind that sweep the world from under me As I swallow my pride and apologize for thinking that I was right to do wrong by your side Passing from one to another, emotions build like clouds ready to release Something heavy rests on my heart and my shoulders were the first to give out I ache when you say my name expressing everything you've felt I collapse at the sound of your name And for all the good it does me, I feel like fighting back the tears These eyes are more honest than I'd ever admit And your memory flows down my face as I think about those days I do love you, just never the way you wanted, when you wanted it When you had your way things were so much easier Who I was and what I knew came to me while I was with you Enough of your time has gone into hiding what I already know you feel But you seem so adamant about holding on to holding it in What's the worry, where's the fire? Don't retire from this relationship I ache when you tell me that I have to trust myself before I can let you in Like the air filling my lungs or pen to paper that makes these thoughts clearly known as line by line becomes more defined Like a countdown to a new year or a sunrise telling us that it's a new day I simply can't stress this anymore We both know where I'm heading The question is will you let me go? There was a time when I could care less about love My pride and privacy couldn’t even begin to consider someone actually needing me for once Some things turn around for the better and I’d like to think that this was one of them When I met you, I felt something different and as I got to know you I became someone different For all the good that losing myself in you does, I just can’t help but to catch myself smiling And in time living with this feeling won't seem so odd |
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